Wild and Faithful Heart

I've always been a reader since the age I knew I could read. My mother gave me a understanding and read to me almost every night . She took me to the library to pick out books almost everyday , she enrolled me into book reward programs. Into book clubs where I would receive a new and free book with activities to do almost every month. In my hometown , the librarians who have been at the library most of my life have watched me grow up. From being a small child dragging a book bag with her to being a adult reading about the most random things ever. What is my point to this? I love books , I'm a reader   I've read Breaking dawn in a few days . The Library is a portal to another world , to love on characters and hate the bad guys. When you are feeling down and dont know where to turn it always something . To Cheer me up None the less its something that can free the mind.  It is known that books can be like therapy when you are stressed. None the less I read to learn

I dont know how people lose their way maybe its the media and friends around us and their thoughts on what goes on in life. Being in college for a good 3 years on campus you find out that a lot of people that are on campus . Hate those who call to the name of the lord and who are christian , I hear it almost every day I tell people I'm christian  , they start on me . "oh , good for you." "Going to try to convert me now?" " Dont wanna hear it." Its a endless cycle , I hear all the jokes , haha nice to believe in the bible a book of fairy tales that's all it is . Then I get those who have turned to God when something has gone wrong and not gotten their answer , being abused and hurt and calling for comfort and getting nothing. I know the story all too well , And being around campus and talking to friends and campus folk. Its something that people need to know , I've started reading a book that further proves my point and I know most people once t

Just a small blurb today , a bit of reflection ..I recently had a friend go through a break-up. Made me think of what I went through. At some point the pain is not the same but all the same it felt real to me , being as shy as I am I went through what I felt more comfortable was the net. I started to net date and network, trouble is I fell for someone in SC . Ill keep names out of this story but none the less , I fell , I fell hard I felt like everything felt right . and I felt like someone finally cared and saw me for what I was. But I was wrong but what did I know? I was in love . None the less this quote rings true to what I felt , all those days that I cried and was mad at the world for one failed serious relationship.  I should have smiled and said thanks , for giving me a chance to find someone better than you. And I did , Not only is C much better he is way better a man , Than J was . He feels right , yes he is annoying and sometimes rude , but at the same time no one is perfe