Wild and Faithful Heart

what can I say about my colorful life? LOL .. not a dull day .. not a dull day.. Well .. its somewhat official sort of according to cam, hes a in the Army National Guard . Reserve duty for a year , then a switch to active duty, its what he always wanted . And with the army comes basic training and other training. So 5+ months without my other half, ~sigh~ ... I try not to think about it he tells me not to count my chickens before they hatch he may not be in .  Either way me being me im going to sit there and know somehow that he will leave soon .. :( sad face .. I dont want him to leave if there is someway for him to be in the army and not leave I would take that . But he has to go to training, I got to calm myself down and know that everything will be ok . Gosh knows ill be counting down the days until I see him again , hes the best thing that has happened to me. And im going to take his last name someday , Gods plan has so much for us I cant wait to see what he has in store for me

As to quote Lindsey Lohan "im sick and tired of rumors starting , im sick of being followed im tired of people lying saying what they want to about me". I honestly ever since , Ive started dating Cameron it seems like people are trying to mess with us. It buggs the crap out of me , geez I mean I cant catch a break the one person I love and would die for . And people tend to see what they can get in the way , I hate it .. so much .. From phone calls to people hacking my stupid FB im to the point of deleting the stupid thing . But I have family and friends , that are near and dear to me . So im not deleting it , So ill keep it .. I just hate being accused of stupid things when its something small ...I hate it .. I truely Do . Cameron , is the most caring supportive , brave sexy silly ... etc. etc. the list goes on. lol.. He means the world to me , why would I cheat? im not the cheating person 1st of All ... Hes the best thing that has happened to my life period.. 2nd . from the