I just dont know
When I started this blog I meant to share my love story , and have people keep up with me and my "family". I never knew this would be like therapy , but honesty it feels like it. As I go on through the 5 messages on various profiles I have on dating sites ( ive cut it down now ) . Asking myself do I really see myself with this person or do I just want someone there for the night. I browse through the comments and the " your beautiful" . They say getting on the "dating" horse is easy, and it is in a few ways. You get a good meal out of it , and some chat time , but for someone to understand how you truly feel is another thing. I went on "official" date number two on Saturday with a nice airman a solider from the base near by. Very quiet and calm person , we shared stories laughed and ate piazza at a local brewery. It was somewhat of a change of pace , then I hung out with another airman on friday.. I seem to have a pattern developing . But as much