Wild and Faithful Heart

My heart goes out to all the families who were effected by the shooting , and also the EMS , Police and Fire on scene . And then the unsung heroes the dispatchers who took those frightened calls , of the people inside. They are the angels on the other end of the line , apart from their jobs being stressful they hear the frightened calls the screams of horror unable to do anything  . But be there for the person, and try to keep them calm until help comes for them. ~RIP to all the victims ~

Katy Perry is my hero and my own personal mentor , she grew up in a strict christian household . Where the bible was the law like me . I love her choices to be out there and be herself and not let anyone hold her back from what she wants to do . She was different from her family , and she has been through some hard times , but did she crumble? yes maybe a little .. but she got through it . I admire her strength to keep going even though times are tough . I want to be the person who I want to be , I want to be happy .. I may go through some tough times . Like now , but I know that .. It wont rain forever .. Her parents after a while , are happy that she is doing what she loves . But she lost christian friends because of it , its hard .. to go after your dreams and become someone great and live a happy life. Things happen for a Reason, they honestly do .. and you learn . I wasn't allowed to do so much in my house it wasn't funny ..  my best friend knows how sheltered I was befo

Well , found out a lot of things these last weeks  Cam will not be going into the army national guard due to eye problems. Well they lost a very good solider , he took it a little hard the first day but then he was ok. Once one door opens another closes , that's what I say  . But life goes on , in the house of Lucero Im still trying to find a job due to the lack of people not needing anybody . But im trying so hard many people think im moping , but im not the trouble is .. there are no jobs here unless you beg on your hands and knees . Or just wait .. honestly last time I was let off it took me two months before I finally got in another job . Its hard and its so freaking frustrating when you think you found a job or someone who might take you . But they cant because they cant afford you or they staff out of town. I hate it , people are starting to honestly think im lazy but im not , im sorry im not fit for the job im sorry , I cant do this or this .. I hate it .. I honestly wish I