Wild and Faithful Heart

Well as most things go , testimony's change with time we go through certain versions of our story with god. Sometimes they change for the good and sometimes they take a turn for the worse. Well its been a few years since my last one and it has changed I can already tell you that. Well lets start shall we? What can I say I grew up in a Christ loving household. But here's the catch , to a single parent household my father left my mom early . For awhile it was my mom and me against the world , she made sure that everything I would ever need was provided for me. Food clothing etc and a little bit extra. She was blessed with all she could need at that present moment. But I guess you could say I always struggled with the fact my father was never around. Throughout my childhood, I was given these images and saw different things. Father daughter dance , Father's day I guess you can say each event broke me a little. Where was my father? why didn't he want me? These questions

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Honestly , dating these days isn't like what it use to be. You use to get interested in someone, and if they liked you back . Well you went and they took you out on date , they got to know the real you. If you still were interested you kept dating . If you weren't you either stayed as friends or went your separate ways.  And something like that now is a fairy tale , there is "ghosting" or the "hookup" nothing real anymore. I am not telling you that there arent good actual guys who are gentleman, because there are. They do these sort of things , because they generally want to date someone. If you arent familiar with the terms "ghosting" or "hooking up". I can explain , "ghosting" is basically when a man or woman basically decides since the date did not go well. They disappear , no hint of anything wrong or goodbye. "Hooking up" , is basically what it sounds like .. or rather "netflix and chill" they invite you

I am writing this quick post , honestly because im having withdraws from social media. FB and snap chat to be specific. I always wonder what would the world be like if there was no social media. Would people act different would the world be a better place? would people actually pay attention to each other? would dating be different? back in the old times where a guy acted like a gentleman rather than a rowdy boy? We were given a challenge to fast from something that is taking up space in our lives or what we are addicted to. I chose social media why? did I chose it ? Well honestly its the one thing it my life that I waste time on that I could be doing other things with. My mother claims that is the xbox , but honestly out of the whole week im on maybe once or twice a week maybe 3 times? lol I have to work time in to relax with something like that. Anyways, so the fast began today for me. No FB or snapchat for month During this time I will use my time wisely including praying more an