Wild and Faithful Heart

Its Been a Few weeks or rather a month since ive seen the movie Gods Not Dead , in theaters and  It really opened my eyes . At the same time it also made me a bit upset , I was always taught the share the word of God with those I meet , no matter what and through different ways . But in someways the movie showed the stereotypical christian. Turning away from those deemed sinners and not trying to share the word at all. But at the same time it showed that we all deal with troubles in our life , and sometimes we feel as if God is not there but he truly is . He may not be as real as you and me but he is there for us , watching us , upset sometimes , but never hating his followers. He never hates us no matter what , I myself have made mistakes with my significant other and we have admitted jumping into things way to quickly.Not thinking about the way I grew up , and wanting to save myself for marriage . Yes I do admit my fault in what I did , I am not a perfect person neither is ...

 I love the way , this is how I honestly feel . I am christian , but I go through my faith another way, I love all my friends dont get me wrong and my family and my soon to be family. I dont , believe in hurt or hate . I support my friends as well in the gay community even though I dont believe in what they do . But they have the freedom , to do  . We come from all the same person , God .. those who believe that it is a fairy tale . I pray for them  I pray for those who have been burned by the church and have a heart full of disbelief .So when you see me , I have no hate just love .. and this is my life and almost my answer to everything happening in this world :)

I'm christian, and that is me .  What im sick of is how christian's are seen in the outside world what ive seen is that we are seen as stuck-up , rude  and we think that we are better than everyone. And sadly ive seen proof of it all , we need to change this show the world that we aren't all the same and we aren't . But then there is the world changing around us which is full temptation . And its hard , have I gave in? yes .. I'm not proud of it and im trying to change for the better . But also I lose faith in others who seem to get me down , and try to tell me that I should go their way . Because what im doing is wrong , when often apart from a few small factors im doing better . And im not the one to repeat my parents mistakes. I've risen above that , but then I have feelings of failure , that sometimes the world would be better off without me. It doesn't help when those you look up to you tell you that in their eyes you have failed. I'm t...