I still .. wonder.

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Its hard for me not to , but I still think what or where would be now? Would we be married? Would we be living in Texas ? What would be doing?
I know Im better off without you , but there are those moments where I miss you. I see you in other people , and I know thats wrong , I should not miss you I should be thinking about the bad times. But I still remember the way that you smelled , the curious look in your eye when you were up to no good. The childlike wonder , I still think what would be today , if we never departed what would we be?
These are my random thoughts..

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