Wild and Faithful Heart

I am addicted to this song right now <3 I want to see him in concert.

Its Sumner and while im enjoying not having school in the middle of it all. I am enjoying my job somewhat , and learning things everyday. I have gone and thrown myself back in the dating game and lately it has been worthless. Dead ends , and hookups , nothing seems worthwhile and nothing seems like it would be worth my time. Which somehow , its hard dealing with sometimes , I mean you try so hard to move on and work to make sure that your life goes on.  But sometimes it doesnt work , im plagued with nightmares of him leaving over and over again . And yet im still left in the dust , and one memory of us laying in bed laughing smiling. But as soon as the memory is there , it is gone within the moment.  Its something that I am learning to cope with. For crying out loud we were together for 3 years and I believed we would be together forever. But yet I am proven wrong and yet I am sometimes feeling like a failure. I hope one day he looks at this and thinks maybe I should have fought

I write as a form of therapy and relaxation. Though I don't base my characters on real people sometimes I do with the name change. I hope you enjoy to read more stories please check out my fig page.  http://figment.com/users/199634-Bianca-Nunez   He watched her from a distance , kinda creepy but he needed to see if she was ok. His stepmother gave her the address she had been living only an hr away from him. The door opened a wide eyed terrier , and a white cat and a Labrador came running out. She came out in sweatpants and a baggy t-shirt she smiled as one of the dogs came to give her a ball . She laughed and threw the ball , she smiled as she watched the smaller and the big dog fight for it. Soon the door opened again , A man taller than her stepped out he seemed dressed for work  he gave her a kiss and picked her up. She laughed, and went inside came out that is when his heart truly broke he watched as she carried an infant in her arms no more than a month. Dressed in pjs, she s

I thought I would touch base with what is going on in the news , further more I want to declare this. Cait Jenner is not a hero , but I do have a hug and good for you . But instead of calling you a hero , I want to call you a role model to those struggling with the demons you did. That you overcame it all , and good luck with your life. But my choices honestly , I don't think you deserve that hero title I believe that soldiers out there defending your freedom and your right to be you. Have and own that title of being role model or someone who can be a light in somesomes darkness. But when it comes down to it you are not a hero..

Things are different , now this is not the 19020's or 50's. Most people don't believe in Happy Ever After , they move on from girl to girl or man to man. Growing old together most of the time means , until im bored , and I feel like im ruining your life. Its hard sometimes to understand how we can be so careless with love. I understand falling in and out of love clearly , but what I don't get is not communicating when that is happening. We just keep it all inside , we bottle it up ( I'm guilty of that) and we don't talk about it. Instead we wait and we cry alone , or drink alone. Which ever you prefer. And then we put on this mask , where we hide our true emotions we pretend that it is not hurting us. We hide our emotional , crazy bag of cats until we feel like we need to reveal it. Online dating is the end of something that use to be so special , we can scroll through a catalog of people and decide hey I want to talk to her or hey she seems nice. But most of th