Wild and Faithful Heart

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I talk and talk about this baby , in most of my blogs but never really spotlight her and talk about her mostly. What can I say she is the apple of mine and her daddy's eyes. To the point where he has to make sure she is safe before he goes to work , and he always worries about her when we travel , she is truly a daddy's girl . She is known to sleep with her daddy as well when I am gone to keep him warm. LOL. She tries to sleep with me and daddy too , but there isn't enough room on our bed, none the less she loves tuna , chicken , and cat cheese flavored snacks. Her daily routine , is wake-up with daddy , sit in the window while daddy is showering , once daddy gets dressed they go and sit outside for a few minutes and  she suns herself. Her favorite things, are to look out the window play with her toys and get spoiled by daddy. We dont know her officially her "birthdate" because we got her when she was a little past small kitten stage. But none the less she is...

Life can be a fickle thing sometimes , I thought I had finally made it home and was going to start my life with my baby (aka furbaby snickers) and my hubby. I had moved back and I was happy, but we were struggling money wise and it hurt to see snickers daddy so stressed about the littlest things. So the school decided to give me federal work-study money to work , but the thing was I had already left! what the heck , finally I got so upset and wound up that I decided to leave the family once more. It hurt so much because I wanted to stay so bad , but we needed the money . So I have packed up clothing and school things and now im living with my mother while I take a seasonal job at my college. And I've never missed my life at home with my cat and my hubby more. I thought I had climbed this hill , but none the less I want to thank-you everyone who sent litter  and food to help us . It was greatly needed and taken , so thank-you You dont know how much it means to me . None the less ...

 I love the way , this is how I honestly feel . I am christian , but I go through my faith another way, I love all my friends dont get me wrong and my family and my soon to be family. I dont , believe in hurt or hate . I support my friends as well in the gay community even though I dont believe in what they do . But they have the freedom , to do  . We come from all the same person , God .. those who believe that it is a fairy tale . I pray for them  I pray for those who have been burned by the church and have a heart full of disbelief .So when you see me , I have no hate just love .. and this is my life and almost my answer to everything happening in this world :)

Is a huge , No in the christian community , as a child I was told to always love someone who went to church regularly and loved god and followed rules. But as time goes on, and the things that ive heard that Christians aren't staying together forever. And Christian Men aren't as perfect as they seem many deal with many addictions and hidden agenda's . Now dont get me wrong many christian men may be not like this but some are, they are just as flawed as men who aren't christian . I mean come on we aren't perfect us women either, so why should we turn down a perfectly good relationship with someone who isn't christian , and miss out on a chance to share the word and God's love? And before you say that its unheard of a Good christian girl who is dating someone who isn't christian.Well here is what I think , honestly and im going to admit this, I've been in a relationship with someone who isn't christian and im perfectly happy he doesn't ...

"Let It Go" by demi lovato Let it go, let it go Can't hold it back anymore Let it go, let it go Turn my back and slam the door The snow glows white on the mountain tonight, Not a footprint to be seen. A kingdom of isolation and it looks like I'm the queen. The wind is howling like the swirling storm inside. Couldn't keep it in, heaven knows I tried. Don't let them in, don't let them see, Be the good girl you always had to be. Conceal, don't feel, don't let them know. Well now they know. Let it go, let it go Can't hold it back anymore Let it go, let it go Turn my back and slam the door And here I stand and here I'll stay Let it go, let it go The cold never bothered me anyway It's funny how some distance makes everything seem small And the fears that once controlled me can't get to me at all. Up here in the cold thin air I finally can breathe. I know I left a life behind but I'm too relieved to grieve...

Two years , Ago I wouldn't have seen myself in the way I see myself now. Day by day I went on with my life thinking the worst of myself . Telling myself I wasn't pretty and to get use to  the fact that I just needed to get use to living alone and just enjoy life. I had come to terms with my single life , and decided to change myself because honestly the way I was living , I wasn't happy , with myself or my life . I talked about , before my prince charming and after having him in my life. Honestly he is the one who made me who I am today if people think if that is good or bad that is their choice. None the less , Life is way different and im more open to everything , willing to try different clothing that shows a little bit more than I'm use to . I'm gaining self confidence in myself  , things are way different. None the less I'm grateful .