My thoughts on If I stay , Review on Other Blog.

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I thought I would take a break from homework , and write my thoughts on the Movie , and Book if I stay . In usual fashion I picked up the book and began to read it while preparing to spend the $6.50 to watch the movie my younger brother Ramiro offered to join. I never thought that I would cry at another movie again but I did and not just a little unlike the other movie. I sobbed and bawled the movie really dug deep and showed the harder side of life. Basically the movie is about this girl Mia and her life , while on a trip during a slick winter afternoon . She is in a car crash with all the members in her family , she is the only remaining family member , from her mother and dad . She is having this out of body experience while coming to terms that her mother and father and her sibling is gone and she is the only one left. It left me speechless the only thing that Mia still has is her other family grandma grandpa and aunts and uncles , and her boyfriend Adam. She doesn't want to leave without her family , but on the other hand she has Adam. My thoughts this would crush me to the point I dont know what I would chose , my family is my life other than My wonderful boyfriend Cam. Those boys (pictured above) are my heart , and im their mentor and their big sister , I cannot imagine a world without them being in it. I can admit when she started to talk about her brother and how he would never grow up to kiss girl , graduate , get a job , learn how to drive. I bawled , I only wish the best for my brothers they are my life , I want them to experience it all and I want them live so I could admit it got me there. Then she also talks about her parents her mother how she would never get to talk to her again and how she would never get to see her be goofy. Its all heartbreaking.. these are my random thoughts... for the moment.

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