Wild and Faithful Heart

"You Are More"~ Tenth Avenue North  There's a girl in the corner  With tear stains on her eyes  From the places she's wandered  And the shame she can't hide  She says, "How did I get here?  I'm not who I once was.  And I'm crippled by the fear  That I've fallen too far to love"  But don't you know who you are,  What's been done for you?  Yeah don't you know who you are?  You are more than the choices that you've made,  You are more than the sum of your past mistakes,  You are more than the problems you create,  You've been remade.  Well she tries to believe it  That she's been given new life  But she can't shake the feeling  That it's not true tonight  She knows all the answers  And she's rehearsed all the lines  And so she'll try to do better  But then she's too weak to try  But don't you know who you are?  You are more than the choices that you've ma...

I am a Christian , And I believe a lot of things , I wouldn't really call myself a closet christian or a out there trying to save everyone on the planet person. I believe that there is a god , and that he has a plan for each of us Some may ask , well you dont go to church .. you Arent a christian. I fully believe that the church is a building that we meet at and the church doesn't make us its the people who fill the church . Im not a perfect christian either, no one is no matter how hard they try . Ive done things , I rather not go into detail that im not proud of but im getting better , im trying to make things right . But people have to know , Its a choice I made yes what I did was a mistake but .. Im learning from it . Without getting into too much detail , I gave it up to my future husband just honestly a little too early. And some people wonder about the reason I chose to move in with him before we got marr...

A lot of people look at me and the place I grew up , and my Hispanic origin  wonder why I am the weird one lol. Who loves Broadway , Dance and Acting .. Most of those things tie in together Ive noticed .  My culture does have stuff that is Broadway and other things .. But they Arent as main stream . But Heck I admit it , I love to dance , I may not be as good as most people but I try . If I could attend dance class everyday I would . Dance is Freedom to Me , its like releasing stress I think one of my main dreams is I wish I could dance what I was feeling . I do it when im alone , :P but thats beside the point, I love acting yes I did give it up for another degree but the point is that one of the reasons I quit was that favorites were always getting picked . And also I really dont think im that good , lets be honest  Now if I get the chance to move from this area I am going to pursue acting , and get my nurses degre...