Wild and Faithful Heart

"The kingdom's is not where you think , Its not in the sky its here now"-its not what you think Jefferson bethke Most the time people think  that Christianity is a take it or leave it sort of thing. This means that there wont be much of a difference if they accept the word or not. Its not going to make much of a difference so why bother? I get a few conversations here and there about my faith. And while on a missions trip , I got to talk to a lot of non-believers . They dont feel the need to become something more because they feel like Jesus is an option. A lot of Christians settle for the title that they receive when they accept Christ as their savior. That it all leads up to being in heaven with him. But life is truly making the gospel and Jesus apart of our everyday lives.  What does it mean though? to truly have a life impart with him and putting Jesus in our everyday life. To truly be apart of the kingdom , what does that mean for us? What is the true mark...

I didn't want to be that lovesick person , who still thinks about her ex. I have my faults and I know he is someone who is like a weakness to me. Something that I think back on though I shouldn't. He was someone , I thought I would spend the rest of my life with. I feel like I make these posts once a month. Wondering about it all , wondering why I couldn't just read the signs and just leave. I guess I am human. I rather not bore y'all , but sometimes I feel the need to let these emotions out. I dream about him , mostly arguing and fighting about what happened. Seeing him with another girl , I feel like these dreams are petty and most days I want them to stop. I want to stop seeing him in my dreams. I want the feelings to stop , I want to stop feeling something for him. He was like something I never encountered. I was in love and apparently he wasn't. Ill keep this short and go back to my faith base posts . Which I have not been posting in awhile .  .. now stay t...